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Postby Tauran В» 18.06.2019

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So I have self-excluded from the only casino near-by and that means all the casinos in the state. It has been 10 days. I feel like it has been a lifetime. I thought I grasped how bad things had gotten, but it seems things are going to stay bad for a long time. I found this site the day after I self-excluded and have read many if the journals.

They have helped some. I am consumed by thoughts of money, debt, and seemingly non-stop urges. Slot machines are my true addiction, but I have spent in a week on scratch-offs a fee times before. My husband and I always went together. He always waited for me to ask him and then the losses were more my fault than his.

I won two jackpots in one night about a month ago and that was the worst thing ever. Then all the freeplay started arriving. We went 4 times in about 10 days. I called off at work one of the next days!

I am sleeping better, but the lack of money and bills piling up are making me crazy. I didnt realize it, but I have been going to the casino about once or twice a month for the last 7 years!! I have a good job, my husband works hard.

We have so very little to show for all our work. I cant count the times we left that place saying we will hold each other accountable and we would never go back. Yeah right! We were close to forclosure on our house about six months ago. Now a payment behind. I dont know how we got to this! We had a nice backyard fire in our firepit about four days after our last trip. My husband had been tossing all the ATM receipts and check requests we wrote while at the casino into a drawer.

We also had a stash in the glove compartment in my car There was our life. My birthday, our anniversary, lots if "date nights".. Thousands of dollars in less than a year. I seem to be having a harder time than him right now. I have realized that I have become a very lazy person.

I am semi aware of how bad the debts are. I am just trying to keep the electric, water, insurance, and major bills paid. Cant deal with the credit cards just now.

He says we will do a budget when things get a little bit more manageable. I think it will take at least a month of absolutely no spending to even begin to be able to budget. I just back from the grocery store. It was awful. We are taking our lunhes to work. We have two children, one is 16, the other They know about our gambling and would beg us to stay home and not go. What kind of parents have we been?? We had the casino make copies of our self- exclusion letters we chose the life-time ban!

They were very proud of us. How messed up is that? It has been wonderful knowing I can't go there again, but I think I have forgotten who I was before. Sorry, my thouhts are so scattered. I guess that really shows where I am right now I am glad, but scared too! Hiya kpat, Congratulations on your exclusion, it's not an easy thing to do!

I'm glad you have found this forum, you will gain a lot of insight into your addiction plus ways to cope. It's difficult when you have a gambling partner I have one too and it is brilliant that you have excluded together and it sounds as though you are able to talk openly about your gambling. The bills, well they won't go away overnight. I think the best you can do is try and make some payment plans. Money worries were always one of my triggers which we all know is ridiculous as gambling causes more.

Once you come out of the fog you will be able to think more clearly and come up with a realistic way to tackle your debt. For right now, keeping busy is good, read and post here, it really does help.

Your head has been full of gambling thoughts for a long time, it will take time for them to reduce, I know how you feel, we all do here. Well done for reaching out for help, it's a big step. I look forward to reading more from you. Take care, K xx. Hello Kpat and welcome to our family, you will have awful horrible days now you have stopped gambling ,we all do so any time you need a friend post on here were all in the same boat as you and well done on self excluding thats a massive step on you and your husbands road to recovery one day at a time and you will get there : Micky.

Thank you Kathryn and Micky for the kind responses. We just got back from church and you would think that being there helps. Well it does, and I didnt think about gambling at all until we were leaving. As I got in the car with my family, I had the thought Momentary strong thoughts of gambling, then remembered It was normal for us to go 8 hrs on a Sunday.

Thinking to be home by 10pm usually not home until 2am and having to both work the next day. Almost always not leaving until there was no way to access more money. Worrying about gas money, lunch money for the 16 yr old and so on the drve home.

We had lunch at church today, a potluck, and somehow brought home more food than we brought. Thank God as are cubbard is close to bare. I am so glad to not have to live the double life today. Feeling like such a hypocrite was tiring and made me very ashamed. We should be able to help others who are less fortunate, but our gambling took all our money away.

We have been terrible stewards. Not anymore! We will get this debt turned around and instead of giving 4k to the casino before Christmas maybe we will be able to help a family in need this year. We will not be doing that again today.

So it looks like The NFL games today and maybe some laundry. Feeling good about the changes today. I'm so glad you are here and I hop you know you are not alone. After a 4 day binge and knowing the holidays are around the corner I am safe in my small bedroom, my cup of coffee and reading everyone's posts. You are a survivor Micky :. Here on the forum you can share your experiences in a safe, supportive and accepting environment. So, share as much or as little as you like but do try to stick to keeping just one thread in this forum so people know where to find you if they want to be updated on your progress or share something with you.

PS: Let me just remind you to take a look at our privacy policy and terms and conditions so you know how it all works! I find this addiction so hard to understand how it takes over all your sense of guilt,logic,reality there is just no reasoning!?

For me personally I know what I'm doing is wrong but I convince myself other wise while in the process of gambling! It's the aftermath that stings and hits you hard but then you return once again why? It don't make sense I know that's why they call it an addiction but knowing how you feel after why do I do it?

This is the question I ask myself! I love my family more than anything in the world and this is what hurts the most the guilt of the the betrayal to them! I ask myself why do I gamble and the reason I come up with is not that i am greedy because its not about the money really is it? But I think it's because I'm so very lonely! I am done with this destruction I don't want to gamble truth is I never really have wanted to its just that little niggle of a voice that pops into my head when I'm sitting alone saying I'm bored I'm lonely what shall I do?

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