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Postby Vogul В» 26.06.2019

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Not sure why I'm even writing on here. I've read all the stories. Some are worse then mine and some are better. But they all seem to have s similar ending. We lose money, and feel terrible about it in a number of different ways for different reasons and at different levels. We all love to gamble on different games but the outcome seems to always be the same.

We can't stop whether we win or lose. And at the end of the day the house will always win if you play long enough. I have a plan. I had a plan. I'm going to do this. I'm going to do that. The only thing to do is to stop gambling and put my life back together one small piece at a time.

I've relapsed more times then I can remember at this point. I've said I'm going to quit hundreds of times. I've said I hate myself and why do I do this hundreds of times. I'm tired of saying that. I want to care about myself and appreciate who I am. I want to love life and enjoy living everyday. I want to not be stressed about money when I work very hard. I've currently lost again after winning. I've done it many times these last few weeks. I pissed it all away again and again. I've figured out every way possible to gamble.

The only thing that will stop me right now is hiding all access to money. What little I have left. I literally can't have any money available to myself. It's crazy but that's how bad I know I am. I was cleaning out my place earlier because I have to move.

I found this old poetry book that an ex-girlfriend gave me about 20 years ago. I opened it up and read the first page. I've been gambling on this site for that long. This book was given to me while I was in college back in On the next few pages she writes in it how much she loves me but that all I do is watch sports and sit around gambling and how it really bothers her that I don't see more in myself and that she doesn't want to be around it.

She wants to be around someone who loves life more and wants to do better in their life. She broke up with me later on that year. If gambling was going to work for me and I was going to win wouldn't I have won by now? Wouldn't I be really good at it by now and wouldn't all my plans have worked by now? Would;t my life be full of great things and shown't I have a good sum of money as I've worked very hard all these years and have made some decent money?

Where are all the good things that have come from my decision to continue to gamble? Where and how can I show myself or prove to myself that any of it was worth it? If I was at all proud of it would;t I be telling friends, colleagues, and family members how much I do it and how good I am at it?

Shouldn't you be good at anything after 20 years of practice? How can I have played and practiced at this for that long but continue to loose? The truth is because I'm not a professional or I could walk away when I win.

I'm a compulsive gambler who can't stop and is playing to either self destruct, get a dope rush in my brain, escape my boredom, or runaway from a feeling or memory I might not even understand.

I know all this and yet I keep gambling. I can't stop. I lie to myself that I want to stop. I lie to myself that I like to play.

Tomorrow will be my th day 1. But this time I'm doing it. I'm going to start winning the only way that's truly proven to work. By not gambling and focusing in on me, my family, and work. I am challenging myself to do better. I'm the only one that can do this for me. I'm the only one that will care if I do this or not.

Either I stop now or I will have a sad rest of my life. If I can stop now I can salvage a better life for myself. I'm confident I can do this. I need support. I need GA. I need to make sure all access to money is not available. I need to fight the urges when they come now and when I have money again. I need to love myself. Hi Jonny, If you have enough money left it would be really positive to buy a gambling blocker for all your devices.

Gamblock or betfilter are good. This will at least restrict access. It is also a good idea to cut off your Access to money by perhaps getting someone else to manage it for now.

I hope this helps and I hope this is your last day 1. It is a horrible addiction and one we all deserve to be free of. Today is day 1 and it's hard. All I can do is think about gambling for some reason. I don't have much money left. I'm in debt up to my eyeballs. The only money I have us borrowed.

It's strange how addicted we become to placing a bet. When thunking about it it's just dumb. To risk money that we have or don't have on the outcome of a sport or flip of a card. Another person on here was correct when saying the house has the edge. Even though it's a small edge on some game they will get you eventually. It's just math. Today is day 1 and there will be no more.

The disease have taken it's last chunk of my life from me. Later gambling. Excellent first post and so damn true. I know that I have done the same thing, rummaged through some old notebooks and have found gambling information in there. Real sad. I remember one time I found a notebook from my college days and I had jotted down some poker theory notes in it. Thanks again for the post. It's such a strange disease. I have been doing it for over 20 years now. I had the best times in my life this last year when I wasn't gambling.

It's weird to me that I know I felt best then and had the best time in my life. But yet continue down a road of destruction. And for what? Some money that doesn't change anything once you do have it. Here on the forum you can share your experiences in a safe, supportive and accepting environment. So, share as much or as little as you like but do try to stick to keeping just one thread in this forum so people know where to find you if they want to be updated on your progress or share something with you.

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Postby Nikree В» 26.06.2019

They will have to approve me leaving the country and flying on the flight. I also think that will be a major test for me being gamble free. Had so many relapses, I lost co unt.

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Postby Mugal В» 26.06.2019

I just can't relapse. My mom took a pre-op picture of me which I posted on Facebook and got close to responses wishing me well and comments. Are the finances manageable? My doctors will allow me to go back to work when they think I'm ready because I don't have to lift anything and am in a desk for a couple weeks.

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Postby Tygonos В» 26.06.2019

It will just take longer then anticipated. The singer has stated that quitting meth was the hardest thing she has ever done. Getting back to work might not be the worst thing as it's helping me get my mind off cowboy incontinents gambling everything else. Are the finances manageable?

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Postby Gumi В» 26.06.2019

This sucks pretty bad. So many things have gone right in my life. I'm not the type of person that wants to kill himself.

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Postby Akinolabar В» 26.06.2019

One day at a time is all any of us need to do. Try looking at it this way, having your mum hold your money for a while is actually giving you MORE control over it than you have had in a long time. Not me!! For a long time.

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Postby Shakree В» 26.06.2019

Good awareness Jonny, finally clearing a debt is great of course but it can also be a dangerous time for a compulsive gambler - we suddenly have more available funds. I know I've hated myself for a number of years. Only the super rich benefit from all of us hurting like this. I swear to God.

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Postby Akinolabar В» 26.06.2019

I quit gambling 13 days ago. This can be dangerous as it is important to see the benefits of not gambling. I was in my sixth day of the hangover. I just wanted to say that you've inspired me, you've opened my eyes to how challenging this journey could read more but definitely inspired me. I got depressed after my back surgery and just wanted to gamble.

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Postby Mugami В» 26.06.2019

Went to a GA meeting on Wednesday and will go tonight. I'm seeing other investment opportunities out there that aren't gambling and wished I'd still had my saving to invest gambing them. Http://onlybet.site/download-games/download-games-ionic-bond.php hurt myself and people I love.

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Postby Malazuru В» 26.06.2019

I cheated myself hktline of happier years. Getting back to work might not be the worst thing as it's helping me get my mind off of everything else. Though many have speculated that Johnny Depp might check this out an alcoholic, the actor doesn't "have the physical need for the drug alcohol," he told Rolling Stone in

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Postby Kazragar В» 26.06.2019

Paying gambling debts http://onlybet.site/gambling-addiction/gambling-addiction-privatization-act.php but dont let it get you down. Thanks for reaching out to me. I owe about 20K to credit cards at the moment. Well done on 7 G-free days.

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Postby Vozilkree В» 26.06.2019

Glad to hear you are doing well Johnny, great news. I don't hurt as much or maybe think as much about as I used too although it's still present and maybe ale ways will be. I'm on day. I know deep inside that I can never gamble again.

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Postby Dudal В» 26.06.2019

Often doing the things we don't want to do is more beneficial than watching TV and c ounting our losses. I strive to not have a th time. Jackson passed out on the kitchen floor, where his wife and daughter found him.

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Postby Yozshubar В» 26.06.2019

Hotline know one continue reading for sure I have a lot to work on. So I quit smoking cigarettes the day before the recipe and it's been close gambling 3 weeks since I had one. I'm making pretty good money but it's just never enough it seems to be enough to pay off my debt. Tequila Moore has addiction with addiction off and on for decades, and saw her parents struggle with substance abuse from a young age.

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